i turned 17 on the 7th of july, 2009. it wasn't easy reaching this point of life, where i am right now, but i still have a long way to go. since i reached my adolescent years, i never looked forward to my birthdays. weird kan? i noe coz i've been told. the way i feel abt my birthday is complicated to say the least & i rather not disclose it here.
truth is, i especially dreaded this yr's bday. so it came as a surprise, when it wasn't such a nightmare. of coz, credits to my awesome, sweet friends.
my retarded kakis hu surprised me♥can't believe i was soo blur while it was damn obvious they were up to something prior to my bday! monday morning afta the seafield carnical (which btw was fun) suddenly shiva, xf & lichin ajak-ed me to gym. lil did i know it was all part of d plan to get me out of the house. lol. things didn't reli work well for them. coz i was alone at home during those few days & d oni spare keys i had were accidentally left wif eugene. in other words, i was imprisoned in my own house! X3 i heard from them later this lil mishap totally threw them of their plans & created minor panic among them. oops! lol. so eugene cam & drop the keys off so i cud "go to lunch wif kelly". before leavig the house i was watching the korean drama Boys Over Flowers (ok-ok saje la). den suddenly the doorbell rings & i was thinking "wth? siape so bad timing?". & i see this retard standing der wif a big ass sign so i assumed it was those annoying door-to-door salesperson. afta closer inspection i realized the sign had my name on it & my pictures. lyk wth?! so i opened the door & found my retards wif a collage, ice-cream & home-made apple crumble!
not bad for noobie bakers. lol. i heard siew koon & yong cheng helped them out. so thax to them as well. =) after much sampating, we gathered arnd my laptop that was still on & went blogsurfing. just realized how some blogs can be damn entertaining. those "bitch-non-stop" & LOA bimbo blogs. afta the girls left, yc & koon came over to eat some apple crumble. lol. they were telling me how they were squabbling during the baking & art project process. typical of them. =)
imagine someone standing outside your house with that!
eventhough we might not exactly be a "clique", we're an awesome pacakage. & eventhough we don't spend as much as time with each other as other "gangs", but at least we know we'll always have each others' backs & that our frienship is honest & never selfish ♥
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my birthday itself, it wasn't the same, not even close to the one i had last yr. maybe it wasn't as memorable, but it was sweet in it's own way. =) got presents from my boys. went out to lunch at pizza uno wif karuna, gene & koon. i tink they're deriving a plan to fatten me up. =(
my boys, forever =)
from eugene =)
from karuna
by far the most lame creative gift from jin onn. look closer. 7th of july is missing.
it says " at least this yr, u're bday is gone. -me". typical jin onn =)
second prize for creative gift wud go to jit heang. he gave me his nametag! wth. X3
& of course, thank u to those of u who wished me through fon calls, msgs etc. deeply appreciated. =)
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the day i turned 17, i learned how to move on. & rock bottom is not the end, it's just a good solid ground to put your feet on. a broken heart can be put back together, & it CAN love again. & when the world tells u to give up, hope whispers to give it another try. =)
this is me, at 17.
currently addicted to:
You Be The Anchor That Keeps My Feet On The Ground, I'll Be The Wings That Keep Your Heart In The Clouds -MayDay Parade
Dear Maria Count Me In -All Time Low(awesome band i just got addicted to)Pages -There For Tomorrow the day i thought i'd never get through, i got over you
my retarded kakis hu surprised me♥
by far the most 
it says " at least this yr, u're bday is gone. -me". typical jin onn =)