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Friday, May 20, 2011 @ 7:27 PM

There is always one person you love who becomes that definition. It usually happens retrospectively, but it happens eventually. This is the person who unknowingly sets the template for what you will always love about other people, even if some of these love-able qualities are self-destructive and unreasonable. The person who defines your understanding of love is not inherently different than anyone else, and they’re often just the person you happen to meet the first time you really, really, want to love someone. But that person still wins. They win, and you lose. Because for the rest of your life, they will control how you feel about everyone else

Saturday, January 1, 2011 @ 11:13 AM


Wednesday, December 22, 2010 @ 8:30 PM

Which is worse? Knowing you are loved but you can't be together or thinking you aren't loved & shouldn't be together?

Sunday, December 19, 2010 @ 9:48 PM

Now we're left with confused hearts.

Friday, December 17, 2010 @ 10:26 PM

I know I've done a similiar post before somewhere mid year of 2009. Heres to friends that mean the world to me in 2010, a feeling that will never change. Michelle, Jia Min, Jit Heang, Bobo, Leonie, Chong Huan i love u guys to bits too.

Jin Onn
that faithful day in Feb 2009 when a girl broken beyond repair sits beside the guy with the biggest heart blossomed into this helluva friendship. if i am really, as you said, the girl with the biggest heart; you'd be the boy with the biggest heart. you are always there for me. what more can i say? the bro code: bros before hoes. =) *chest bumps*

Eugene Tan
how long has it been? 11 years. always supportive, no matter what decision i make. u're still my future bridesmaid. =) my best friend, you are like a fairytale. you've been there since once upon a time, & will be there till forever after.

Yong Cheng
primary school buds. cheers me up without even knowing it. makes me laugh without fail. =)
Xiau Fong
my beetch with the booty. another primary school bud. my voice of reason. always there, always true.Li Chin
my ditzy babe. love how screwed up both of us can be sometimes. we are fighters, we will always get through. *fist bumps*

polar bear. trustworthy & loyal. always supportive, always there.

Xue Er
never thought we'd open up to each other, but it took a while. found out we had a lot in common. what i miss about ngee ann poly is you. =)

& to someone else that means a lot to me. I threw us away 2 years ago, shattered you. Came back 3 months later, but the person you were had died away. I loved, & still do, love the person you were. Took you a while to realize I was the only one who felt right. Came back to me time after time, even though I pushed the new you away. The new you also had a new girlfriend in toll, you see. & when my defense was low, you just knocked me off my ground. So now, here we are, still, as u said, without closure.
"You're waiting for a train - a train that will take you far away. You know where you hope the train will take you, but you can't know for sure. But it doesn't matter, because we'll be together". You see, we got off the train, before we got to the final destination, & we never found out whether it would take us to where we'd hope to be. Is this the last train? 'Cause I'm not too sure whether I'm getting on it, again.

An Introduction

This is a story about a girl.
But you should know upfront, there are no real beginnings.
This is a story of a girl, who dreamed, loved & always remained hopeful.
But you should know upfront, there are no real endings.
This is a blog of new beginnings, bittersweet endings & what happens in between.

This is a blog that reflects life as it is & are solely opinions of my own.

Feel free to ponder, doubt or challenge whatsoever that is written here. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion. I am pretty opinionated myself.

Just Me

lives inside a fictional world called my head.
i try to keep things simple & enjoy the lil things in life.
i'm weird. sometimes i like to be lonely, other times i hate the sound of silence.
yet another hopeless romantic. just another dreamer.
keeping a low profile.


There is always one person you love who becomes th...
The Move
Lonely Hearts
You've Got A Friend In Me
Our July In The Rain
I'm Gonna Find Another You
Better days
Slow dancing in a burning room
Bring me back to the night i felt alive


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