Which is worse? Knowing you are loved but you can't be together or thinking you aren't loved & shouldn't be together?
Sunday, December 19, 2010 @ 9:48 PM
Now we're left with confused hearts.
Friday, December 17, 2010 @ 10:26 PM
I know I've done a similiar post before somewhere mid year of 2009. Heres to friends that mean the world to me in 2010, a feeling that will never change. Michelle, Jia Min, Jit Heang, Bobo, Leonie, Chong Huan i love u guys to bits too.
Jin Onn
that faithful day in Feb 2009 when a girl broken beyond repair sits beside the guy with the biggest heart blossomed into this helluva friendship. if i am really, as you said, the girl with the biggest heart; you'd be the boy with the biggest heart. you are always there for me. what more can i say? the bro code: bros before hoes. =) *chest bumps*
Eugene Tan
how long has it been? 11 years. always supportive, no matter what decision i make. u're still my future bridesmaid. =) my best friend, you are like a fairytale. you've been there since once upon a time, & will be there till forever after.
Yong Cheng
primary school buds. cheers me up without even knowing it. makes me laugh without fail. =)
Xiau Fong
my beetch with the booty. another primary school bud. my voice of reason. always there, always true.Li Chin
my ditzy babe. love how screwed up both of us can be sometimes. we are fighters, we will always get through. *fist bumps*
never thought we'd open up to each other, but it took a while. found out we had a lot in common. what i miss about ngee ann poly is you. =)
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& to someone else that means a lot to me. I threw us away 2 years ago, shattered you. Came back 3 months later, but the person you were had died away. I loved, & still do, love the person you were. Took you a while to realize I was the only one who felt right. Came back to me time after time, even though I pushed the new you away. The new you also had a new girlfriend in toll, you see. & when my defense was low, you just knocked me off my ground. So now, here we are, still, as u said, without closure. "You're waiting for a train - a train that will take you far away. You know where you hope the train will take you, but you can't know for sure. But it doesn't matter, because we'll be together". You see, we got off the train, before we got to the final destination, & we never found out whether it would take us to where we'd hope to be. Is this the last train? 'Cause I'm not too sure whether I'm getting on it, again.
Thursday, December 16, 2010 @ 11:24 PM
Remember me? I'm the girl who threw us away. I'm the girl who was afraid of what would happen next & ran. In the back of my mind I wish you would have followed me, but you didn't. So hi, nice to see you again.
Sunday, December 12, 2010 @ 8:26 PM
Remind myself everyday, that I don't give a damn about you.
Saturday, December 11, 2010 @ 7:52 PM
"I don’t know what I’m supposed to do now. I know other people have it a lot worse. I do know that, but it’s crashing in anyway." -The Perks Of Being A Wallflower
Thursday, December 9, 2010 @ 9:52 PM
I used to think that, I was the only special one out of the rest. But now i start to wonder, maybe it's just you. You make every one of us feel like we're different from the rest.
I know you hate it when I doubt you; hate it when i doubt us. But have you ever given me a something substantial to hold on to?
Wednesday, December 8, 2010 @ 5:53 PM
That night we sat at the park eating ice-cream, talking about our life, talking about our times together. Perhaps we aren't the same kids that we were two years ago, but some things never change. Some things last, even though I didn't exactly know what was going to happen to us. Or where we were going. I just knew that I couldn't let you out of my life. Neither of us wanted to go home, but i guess we made that mistake already. Letting go of each other much too early.
@ 11:34 AM
I told you I'd leave a light on, in case you ever wanted to come back home. You smiled and said you appreciated the gesture. I took your every word to heart, cause I can't stand us being apart. & just to show how much I really miss you, every light in the house is on. The backyard's bright as the crack of dawn, the front walk looks like runway lights. It's kinda like noon in the dead of night. Every light in the house is on. Just in case you ever do get tired of being gone, every light in the house is on.
Friday, December 3, 2010 @ 8:21 PM
I've run from these feelings for so long. Telling myself i can let go of you, pretending i am better off alone. But i know its just a lie. So afraid to take a chance again, so opposed to getting let down ; so where do i stand & how do we feel now?
Thursday, December 2, 2010 @ 10:12 PM
You're walking along a street. You turn a corner expecting to see hope. But all you see is grief. Grief, it seems, is an old friend.
An Introduction
This is a story about a girl.
But you should know upfront, there are no real beginnings.
This is a story of a girl, who dreamed, loved & always remained hopeful.
But you should know upfront, there are no real endings.
This is a blog of new beginnings, bittersweet endings & what happens in between.
This is a blog that reflects life as it is & are solely opinions of my own.
Feel free to ponder, doubt or challenge whatsoever that is written here. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion. I am pretty opinionated myself.
Just Me
07071992
lives inside a fictional world called my head.
i try to keep things simple & enjoy the lil things in life.
i'm weird. sometimes i like to be lonely, other times i hate the sound of silence.
yet another hopeless romantic. just another dreamer.
keeping a low profile.
Jin Onn
Eugene Tan
Yong Cheng
Xiau Fong
Li Chin
Edward
Xue Er