It amazes me, how much I don't need you, don't want you back; but how much of you have been & will always be a part of me.
Can't live with or without you.
I don't know what to do with you anymore.
Saturday, November 27, 2010 @ 2:12 PM
When love feels like magic, it's called destiny. When destiny has a sense of humor, it's called serendipity. -Serendipity
I used to believe in fate. I used to believe that it was destiny that brought us back together, time & time again.
Now, it is time to wake up & face reality.
We always ask for signs, but when they are given to us, we pass them off as coincidence.
Well, maybe because that is what they are. They are just coincidences.
There's a fine line, between being a romantic, & being a fool. I am but both.
I swore I'd never let you back in. But the sadness in your eyes, that was a clever trick.
Oh, I am a fool.
Friday, November 26, 2010 @ 4:49 PM
Today, I saw a little boy with brain cancer. The little boy was smiling.
Today, I saw the most beautiful smile.
Thursday, November 25, 2010 @ 11:53 PM
I am afraid of tomorrow.
I wish tomorrow will never come.
Sometimes before i go to sleep at night, i keep thinking about the happier times.
Sometimes, it feels so real when I think about the past.
Sometimes, I swear it feels like when i wake up in the morning everything will be fine.
Sometimes, which is almost every time, it doesn't happen.
Sometimes, it feels like tomorrow will never come.
This is me. I always rather live in denial, live in ignorance, live in oblivion. Yet, in the end, I will choose to go for what I should do, instead of what i want to do.
Depressing much? Yes, I am. Sorry, I just hate hospitals. Hospitals always bring me down.
Wednesday, November 24, 2010 @ 12:10 AM
what if i can't take it anymore?
what if i decided to give up on everything?
just want to curl up in a corner & just forget the world.
Tuesday, November 23, 2010 @ 12:19 PM
Sometimes, it takes tragedy to befall those around you to make you realize that you are much better off than others.
I feel awful, somtimes. I want the world to stop spinning so I can get off. I feel horrible for feeling down when people around me are suffering & all I can do is stand there helplessly by the sidelines & watch.
When I'm worrying about love, about studies, I feel a twinge of guilt. What are these problems, compared to...
The worst feeling is not watching a loved one hurt. It's knowing you can't do anything about it.
When i was sitting backwards on the bus in Singapore one day, i realized. Life's like that. Life is like sitting backwards on the bus. You don't know what's coming ahead & all you can do is watch everything pass you by.
Sunday, November 21, 2010 @ 4:38 PM
looking back, i don't know whether i should regret ignoring them when they told me, "run as fast as you can".
Wednesday, November 3, 2010 @ 7:24 PM
There is something to be said about two people who find each other time and time again. No matter what situations they end up in or how far apart they become - they come back to each other. Those are the people who have a little thing called fate on their side. Those are the people I envy. It's almost like the world is saying "stop separating, you are meant to be together.
@ 6:57 PM
You're waiting for a train, a train that will take you far away. You know where you hope this train will take you, but you can't be sure. but it doesnt matter, coz we'll be together.
-Inception.
Isn't life like that? You never know for sure where life will take you, you just trust it, have faith in it, & u take a leap, for better or for worse.
@ 11:19 AM
I spent my life learning to feel less. Every day I felt less. Is that growing old? Or is it something worse? You cannot protect yourself from sadness without protecting yourself from happiness.
Tuesday, November 2, 2010 @ 9:07 PM
sometimes, i feel so much that i want to pen them all out into words. but a million words will never capture the essence of something as simple as an emotion.
@ 8:56 PM
I love you also means I love you more than anyone loves you, or had loved you, or will love you, and also, I love you in a way that I love no one else, and never have loved anyone else, and never will love anyone else.
Monday, November 1, 2010 @ 8:40 AM
i wouldn't change a thing. how else would i know how much u mean to me?
u kiss my nose, the feeling shows. -311010
An Introduction
This is a story about a girl.
But you should know upfront, there are no real beginnings.
This is a story of a girl, who dreamed, loved & always remained hopeful.
But you should know upfront, there are no real endings.
This is a blog of new beginnings, bittersweet endings & what happens in between.
This is a blog that reflects life as it is & are solely opinions of my own.
Feel free to ponder, doubt or challenge whatsoever that is written here. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion. I am pretty opinionated myself.
Just Me
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lives inside a fictional world called my head.
i try to keep things simple & enjoy the lil things in life.
i'm weird. sometimes i like to be lonely, other times i hate the sound of silence.
yet another hopeless romantic. just another dreamer.
keeping a low profile.
